Fear and woe to speek kindly

Given all my fears and woe, I feel there is no place to go and find the piece of mind I seek, to crave and want and take and give, the things I say the things I do I have no clue to how or when or why it happened, trapped thinking propper thoughts of u I said before I have no clue, what pulls me through that shining light, one thing to take away the fright, your face your eyes your happiness to see that smile and know your safe, my happy place my ray of light as if u were the first and only sight to a blindman, the one shining star on the blackest night.