nervous and i dont know why,
im never really just this shy,
i jump and shout out for attention,
making some stupid intention,

but really all i need to say,
is i luvs you babe all the way...

a waste of paper,
writen here today,
this poem must be really gay,
i think the feeling of wasted time,
will be sitting in back of mind,

but you read on right to the end,
searching for some hidden friend,
some piece of prose that would just put,
some conection to those puzzled looks,
on you face the furrowed brow,
this really is confusing now,

and now the last,
the fleeting bend,
ive written all and thats the end...

nervous

what do i say to keep your interest today?
i want to talk to you all the while,
just to see that lovely smile,
but my foot just shot right in my mouth,
the mumbled splutters are all that out,
why cant i just say to you,
normal things that others do?
like hows the week?
where have you bin?
is that a new dress i see you in?
but instead all i really manage,
is probably done some little damage,
pushing you slightly more and more,
away from my happy core,
but then you come back again,
and oh how nervous i feel then,
a little shiver, a crooked smile
i like the feeling but love the smile...

luv it i really do,
i luv it all and i luv u,
you make me laugh,
you make me smile,
i think of you all the while,
your gawgeous hair those crystal eyes,
are such a lovely bright suprise,
each time i care to look and see,
how lovely that you really be,
but the best bit is not on the out,
inside is where it really counts,
and inside you girl plain and true,
a heart of gold, thats why we all love you...

caged in the head

it rumbles quietly from within,
building till i burst my skin,
if only i could just plain say,
i like you more each night and day,
my phone buzzes lightly,
i jump to look,
was it from her,
my right hand shoo.

its from my gorgeous blonde haired friend
she has something bright and fun to say,
she allways does she makes me gay,
but i dont deserve to see those eyes,
so crystal blue so bright and high,
bright and deep to my surprise,
i see them every time i sleep,
but i dont say,
i will not tell, i dont want this all to go to hell,
so i stay back,
i keep my distance,
just wanting this to go for longer istance,
doomed and gifted both at the same,
shes my friend and im just lame...

fashionably

Fashion fashion everywhere, how do i look and do you care, what about my sleek new hair? i look in mirrors here and there, wonder if im fine and fair, i know i wouldnt really care, if i were u cos your drop dead stunning....

A kitten purrs it's quiet song, softly rumbles ever on and yet outside the window sills are birds and rats and daffodils, yet this kittens quite contented still, I guess that's why we invested so much time and affection, to get this happy kittys atention, now she sleeps most day and night atop my lap without fear or fright, I give the love I have to spare in fleeting play and tousslin fur, now the kittys purr is gone but I must carry on without my friend of loyal years facing all my lonely fears of life without my friend, till I reach untimely end...

Loves lifes bliss

There's joy and love of all kinds, for place for person in our minds. We amble ever on through life to find, a reason to have peace of mind. But given our destructive nature, should we ever dare to venture, on lifes great wild exciting tenure, and use our time to wisely look, for our reason to exhist, to find the one who gives us bliss...

Destroy

Killing war age of race and time we seek to find a reason to to exhist to be and ever fleeting we take our vengence on ourselves this earth this place this haven be it for our interfeering kinds we cause destruction polute and maim this world of ours and I am sad it will not last...

Lifes a wonder large and grand, so lets take it by the hand. Lead it out down the path and watch, the sights and sounds of all around, don't miss a second, a slightest hair a swirl of light a singing pair of birds so bright, if you do you will regret the things you missed so don't forget to live and feel love and be yourself..

Waiting

Waiting waiting watching slowly. Allways will the wait be lonely. Life will pass and leave us only one. So live it large and live it full. Live life so large, taste it all. Give out your love to one and all. Be lifes first lover. Be lifes great fool..

All I want is this one thing, not house not car not diamond ring, I want a cuppa plain and true, one that I could share with you, just us, two mugs, one winters eve, I promise I will never leave to find another cup if your behind, cos I will be far to weary from staring just to hard and clearly, at those eyes so deep and blue, those sparkling jewels come into view whenever that I think of you so how about another cup, another half an hours luck that I get to spend time with you, Im thinking that I really do just like to hear your voice alot, it soothes my soul, to know your there, playing with that golden hair, each strand more precious than the last, a thousand weight to each strand not worth a whole brass band for one hair on that prety head of yours I'd take, not silver dust or diamond flake, so this Christmas please truly know, I want just you, not rain or snow..

A rolling sonet from my gut, a feeling place of life and heart, I say to all without a start don't give up just restart your love your passion, your life whichever fasion is best to you, a smell of hair, a breezy day, a field a horse a bail of hay, savour moments like your last enjoy them all give them due make them last, long ago I gave mine up my life my dream my one good start to live a life of regret and solitudal silence, never more brought to violence over life, love, greif or pitty really was this choice so shitty that I am now not hurt by others but watching silent as the night, while stars all around do sound there song of life of love of bueaty while I watch and see how all of these were ment to be so pretty twinkling much to brightly whispering softly touching lightly so seize so grab so love so live I say to you it's all I really have to give these three words, love and live..

Mountains and sisters

Given sisters given mothers given sons and given brothers replace them all with empty tins and see how different life would be from now, if you should see that all of me might care at all then I would be uncompromising un wavered where I stand afoot a mountain tall and ever scalling but climb I would and keep on failing, so climb we must this mountain high all to soon to say goodbye to lifes dreary lag, the only thing that we may take, our love for life for climbing high for living life not passing by...

Fear and woe to speek kindly

Given all my fears and woe, I feel there is no place to go and find the piece of mind I seek, to crave and want and take and give, the things I say the things I do I have no clue to how or when or why it happened, trapped thinking propper thoughts of u I said before I have no clue, what pulls me through that shining light, one thing to take away the fright, your face your eyes your happiness to see that smile and know your safe, my happy place my ray of light as if u were the first and only sight to a blindman, the one shining star on the blackest night.

Given now that I have never...

Given now that I have never said and looked and been that clever, given way or taken better care to let her know and see and feel the life in which I lead and take and stride toward so blindly ever on and on, to end up going evermore alone with bitter taste in mouth but not to be left out, I can say with one clear voice look out or life will pass you calmly by and leave withered alone empty dry.. So I say this to all you there lifes a bitch so grab her by that golden flowing hair and breathe in the intoxicating fumes of air from her warm lips carefully not to ever stop till your last breath, then you can say quite plain to me I have lived, I have been free...