nervous and i dont know why,
im never really just this shy,
i jump and shout out for attention,
making some stupid intention,

but really all i need to say,
is i luvs you babe all the way...

a waste of paper,
writen here today,
this poem must be really gay,
i think the feeling of wasted time,
will be sitting in back of mind,

but you read on right to the end,
searching for some hidden friend,
some piece of prose that would just put,
some conection to those puzzled looks,
on you face the furrowed brow,
this really is confusing now,

and now the last,
the fleeting bend,
ive written all and thats the end...

nervous

what do i say to keep your interest today?
i want to talk to you all the while,
just to see that lovely smile,
but my foot just shot right in my mouth,
the mumbled splutters are all that out,
why cant i just say to you,
normal things that others do?
like hows the week?
where have you bin?
is that a new dress i see you in?
but instead all i really manage,
is probably done some little damage,
pushing you slightly more and more,
away from my happy core,
but then you come back again,
and oh how nervous i feel then,
a little shiver, a crooked smile
i like the feeling but love the smile...

luv it i really do,
i luv it all and i luv u,
you make me laugh,
you make me smile,
i think of you all the while,
your gawgeous hair those crystal eyes,
are such a lovely bright suprise,
each time i care to look and see,
how lovely that you really be,
but the best bit is not on the out,
inside is where it really counts,
and inside you girl plain and true,
a heart of gold, thats why we all love you...

caged in the head

it rumbles quietly from within,
building till i burst my skin,
if only i could just plain say,
i like you more each night and day,
my phone buzzes lightly,
i jump to look,
was it from her,
my right hand shoo.

its from my gorgeous blonde haired friend
she has something bright and fun to say,
she allways does she makes me gay,
but i dont deserve to see those eyes,
so crystal blue so bright and high,
bright and deep to my surprise,
i see them every time i sleep,
but i dont say,
i will not tell, i dont want this all to go to hell,
so i stay back,
i keep my distance,
just wanting this to go for longer istance,
doomed and gifted both at the same,
shes my friend and im just lame...

fashionably

Fashion fashion everywhere, how do i look and do you care, what about my sleek new hair? i look in mirrors here and there, wonder if im fine and fair, i know i wouldnt really care, if i were u cos your drop dead stunning....

A kitten purrs it's quiet song, softly rumbles ever on and yet outside the window sills are birds and rats and daffodils, yet this kittens quite contented still, I guess that's why we invested so much time and affection, to get this happy kittys atention, now she sleeps most day and night atop my lap without fear or fright, I give the love I have to spare in fleeting play and tousslin fur, now the kittys purr is gone but I must carry on without my friend of loyal years facing all my lonely fears of life without my friend, till I reach untimely end...